3/14/17 LAST DAY

okay So i'm just going to start off like this, I freaking chased my little brother out of our room because there were like 10 Cheetos puffs left and i was like okay i just have to wake up tomorrow and eat them. So i was happy because it's 8pm and no one really eats at this time but nooo!! I was in my room laying in bed and all i see is my little brother with the bag of chips and i literally chased him out cause you know that was like my treat for going to weeks without chips. But then when I caught up to him i took ONE puff and wrapped it around a freaking paper towel and stored it in a cabinet. Hopefully that shit will be there when I wake up tomorrow. But that's all folks.

 

Two weeks without chipsss is very much close to being done. 

FIN 

3/13/17

Okay so two more days left. I can't believe im so close to finishing this but you know i am. IDK that doesnt make any sense but i simply dont care lol.

I've actually stopped eating a lot of junk food. I'm pretty sure it was cause of the chips because like when i start eating chips, i usually want something else. Idk but it happens okay. OMG I Seriously cant think of anything else. how can i do this for 30 minutes. I can't think about anything related to chips. Like okay they're good but i just really find the need for them anymore. I'm mad that there are two big ass bags of chips on my kitchen table but like i'm not going to go crazy because they are so close to me.

I would of course like to eat them and i get really mad when my sister and brother eat them right in my face knowing i cant eat chips but whatever you know. My blog is so freaking short man this is not even funny like omg. But there seriously isn't much to talk about.  

3/12/17

I just realized I didn't blog yesterday, or write I guess. Cause I write first and then type them later. But anyways yea like yesterday wasn't so bad as well. It was chill I just went to my lecture and then left happpy as hell cause spring break started. Lit!

But today.... dear lord. We went to Walmart and well it was packed cause of that storm they're talking about. Also we always get chips and ughhhh my brother got a freaking large bag of cheetos puffs and they are soooo freaking good man like my mouth gets all watery when I start thinking about them. I also saw baked jalapeno chips like a big ass bag for 1.70 something... they sell a small ass bag here for like 1.25 bruh ima go back there next week and buy that cause that's a good deal lol. But yea it was so freaking irritating seeing chips everywhere I was pissed.  

3/10/17

So Friday is here... Friday's and Saturday's are usually the days I get chips because there is nothing else to eat at school. So far today I've done pretty good because I've just been doing work. So that is good. But tomorrow is going to be a challenge because I get super hungry in the lecture. THREE hours of just sitting down and ughh idk it's not a bad class it's just really long. But I be getting hungry so you know I gotta eat.

There really isn't much to talk about to be completely honest. I can't really talk about more. Like there just isn't much more to talk about to be honest. Chips are just not on my mind as much until well... I start writing aabout it. Cmon Anne this is sick, how can you make us write about it when we are trying to not think about it smh. 

3/8/17 Less than a week left

Since there is only a week left, I actually see myself getting mentally stronger. I have close to zero cravings of chips now. I mean when I see them I be like damn why can't I have them but I get over it pretty quick. I honestly haven't had much time to even crave chips since I don't really have time to do shit I like lol. I guess giving up things you like in college is easy because you're going to have no time to do those things anyways. But yea honestly I hope I can control myself during spring break because I'm going to have a lot of time to bs so I hope I don't get seduced by any types of chips. I'm pretty sure I won't tho.

I remember the first day, I was like I'm just going to cheat cause who's going to take this seriously lol. But then I realized it was more about getting mentally stronger for yourself and for no one else. It's all about proving that you can do a task that is hard for you. So far I'm doing good. It's funny how some people cheated already lol. Like add two more to the list Anne. I think it was two more people I can't really remember. The funniest part was when one of the brothers was like "I'll start today" Like a week later lmao. I died. I'm pretty sure he didn't ever start. 

3/7/17

Since today I really wasn't in the house much and I was really busy, I didn't really crave them. This is day 2 that I'm actually doing good and not craving chips. I feel like I forget how to write in English when I'm doing these daily blogs but anyways yea chips. Earlier today I walked passed a full bag of doritos but I was just like "damn" and just imagined the taste then I kept walking. That's how you do it. Just walk right by lol. I'm not sure if I wrote this but the first few days I felt so weak, like mentally. I'm not sure if it was because of the chips but now I feel much better. I'm not saying there's a correlation but you know there might be.

I hope everyone is doing good in their own little challenges. I know chips isn't the hardest one... well to certain people obviously but like dang I forgot her name but the girl gave up music. Bruh how that's crazy. I actually think music is a positive thing you know. But maybe it isn't for her.

Chips are certainly things that I really want to stop eating because they're just all around bad for you. I want to give up all junk foods but aghhh like this country makes it hard for the poor to eat "healthy" you know. I learned this in 11th grade. It is usually harder for the poor because healthier things are wayyyy more expensive. And if you have a whole family to feed, you know you get more of the cheaper things instead of the healthier things. Like it sucks. It's a really cruel world. I'll tell you that. 

3/6/17

Huh. Who would've thought. I actually didn't crave chips today. Like I was just you know doing my thing. I wasn't craving them at all. Even at my night classes. Nothing really happened. Maybe I'm getting a step closer to officially getting over chips. Huh maybe it is a real break up. Like you know when you break up with someone and it usually takes a while for you to get over them, this is probably like that. But chips will  for ever be better than anyone I've ever likED, emphasis on the ED part cause I have a gf lol. Chips are better than anyone I've liked in the past. There you go, that's way better.

I hope I can keep this up for the rest of the week because you know if it's like this the rest of the time then it's going to be sweet. But we'll see. I know I won't cheat because it became a bit easier to not want chips. Like I would obviously think of cheating and just eating the chips but if anything the only person you're hurting is yourself because you're giving up and that's one thing that you have to add to the list of things that you tried to do but we're "strong enough." Ayyy that was pretty deep lol.  

3/5 WALMART MAKES ME DEPRESSED

Yup, I predicted it. I went to walmart then my dad was like go find the chips and in my mind I was like "ooo bet what chips should I choose" obviously forgetting I couldn't eat chips but then  I walked into that aisle and I turned right around. Helll noooo. I had to ask my little brother to get them because I just couldn't be depressed. Agghhhhh mannnnn and my little brother knows I can't eat chips too so he just walked down the freeking aisle like a super model with two family sized chips, holding one in each hand like ughh.

You know what tho, it's all right. Im chillin. Life is great. Okay not at the moment but I hope this experience leads to something else you know. Something great. After this I want to give up candy and eventually lead up to snacks. I know they taste good or well they used to but now they all just taste like pure ass. Like it's all fake sugar and bs. Companies need to go back to the good ole days where shit was still fake but not THAT fake.

3/4 find the damn replacement

Alright so I have Saturday lectures right... yea I know big mistake but I HAVE to take them like there's no other way around it. Sooooo... since the lecture is 3 hours long, I wait until like 11ish (the class is from 9:30 to 12:30) to get a snack from the vending machine. But I freaking couldn't this time!!! like wth!!! I was so pissed. Ughhhh I was starving... I only get the oven baked cheetos on Saturday. Don't ask why I just do. I was just craving those chips nothing else. I actually left the lecture because I completely forgot I couldn't eat chips. But I realized after I left the lecture. So I just drank water which was cool :') aghhhhh and I have to do this next saturday too fml.

Okay, So I know we're gonna go grocery shopping tomorrow at walmart and omg this is the worse place to go to when trying to NOT eat something especially chips. They have sooooooo many choices like agh!!!! I'm just here thinking about it and crap ughhhh. It's okay tho cause you know I can do this. I'm coolin, nothing bad is going on so you know yea. I've actually noticed that I really don't crave snacks as much. Like it's usually a chain first is boredom then chips then other snacks. So now it's just like boredom then water then movies ha. 

3/3/17 Who knows...??

 OKAY SERIOUSLY WHAT IS GOING ON!?? People keep offering me chips. This NEVER happens to me. Like okay the first couple of times I was like okay people just somehow bought chips and wanted to share them but nowww it's happening way too much. I seriously think something is going on. I've told people but like they wouldn't go around and tell people to play with my life like aint nobody got time for that.

 Free anything is basically good you know. Like free stuff is hard to turn down. But turning down free stuff you actually like hurts like a lot. It's like going to a family party and they have all these freaking amazing foods and everything. Then you go up to get the food but you dont wan't to look like the obese human being you are on the inside so you get like the smallest piece of chicken and like a mouth full of rice and crap then when you go back home you get pissed cause you're still craving the damn thing. Maybe that's just me but... man it's really hard rejecting free chips. Aghhhh Be strong Carlos!

3/2/17 7:34pm

The pain begins... again for like the third time. So I get home pretty hungry, I haven't eaten anything since like 9. All I see on the dinner table, is, you guessed it, chips! Not just any chips tho. Freaking platano chips! One of my favorite types of chips. Mannnnn what is life. In my head I was just like "Anne's never going to find out." But then I was like nahh I can't really just give up this fast. Like we JUST started lol. It was hard to turn down but I did it. I don't think this is correlated to me not eating chips but I've been watching a lot of documentaries about sad stuff like Syria sad and POTUS sad. I feel inspired. Imagine I completely change after these two weeks. Who would have thought that chips could change you. What if its some breakthrough in science... oh man. I'll be RICH.  But I'll also help the public which is cool I guess.. anyways yea. 

I just realized I don't use paragraphs... I bet no one will read this and I'll just be some weird guy blogging about not eating chips cause his teacher told him to lol. Life is gr8. 

3/2/17 11:34 am let me get some..thing that's not chips :(

Ughggghhhh alright. Ummmm I came to school today to get this floor plan done for architecture. All I ate was cereal like a while ago but I coouuulllddd use a snack and usually I only get chips at the vending machine because 1) they're cheap and 2) well because obviously they're good. Okay... on the bright side, I won't spend money... I think. I'll probably spend more to be honest cause everything else is more expensive. But also I won't be consuming that many calories...mmm I doubt it cause everything else has equal the amount of calories or more. WELP. Aghhh I really have to find an alternative to chips cmon now! 

3/1/17 11:15 pm Okayyy...

Alright see... I knew it. It was about 7 something and I saw my friend eating those jalapeno flavored cheetos... which are by the way one of my favorite chips. And I ALMOST asked him but then I remembered... "Oh yea I can't -.-" aghhh. But thankfully I got distracted really quickly so I was chill. I don't know what else to write about. oh yea. I need to find something that helps me deal with not having chips... like I'm still thinking about a solution but I'm too weak at the moment. What sucks is that a lot of people eat chips and sometimes they're generous enough to ask me if I want some, and of course I always say yes but nowwwww... I have to say no >:( 

3/1/17 2:47 Not much..

As of now I have like ZERO cravings for chips. But this is normal, I usually eat chips around 8pm because I'm here until 10pm because of my classes. I know it will get bad at night. But right now I don't really want any chips. I hope I feel like this for the next two weeks. It would be sweet but I highly doubt it. My family buys a lot of chips on the daily so it will suck a lot more when I get home and see chips right there in front of my face just waiting to be eaten. Alright... I should probably focus on something else. Funny how Anne makes us write about the things we can't have... thanks. Literally makes me want it a lot more lol. It's okay tho, I know Anne is struggling without her sugar! HA.