3/14/17 LAST DAY

okay So i'm just going to start off like this, I freaking chased my little brother out of our room because there were like 10 Cheetos puffs left and i was like okay i just have to wake up tomorrow and eat them. So i was happy because it's 8pm and no one really eats at this time but nooo!! I was in my room laying in bed and all i see is my little brother with the bag of chips and i literally chased him out cause you know that was like my treat for going to weeks without chips. But then when I caught up to him i took ONE puff and wrapped it around a freaking paper towel and stored it in a cabinet. Hopefully that shit will be there when I wake up tomorrow. But that's all folks.

 

Two weeks without chipsss is very much close to being done. 

FIN 

3/13/17

Okay so two more days left. I can't believe im so close to finishing this but you know i am. IDK that doesnt make any sense but i simply dont care lol.

I've actually stopped eating a lot of junk food. I'm pretty sure it was cause of the chips because like when i start eating chips, i usually want something else. Idk but it happens okay. OMG I Seriously cant think of anything else. how can i do this for 30 minutes. I can't think about anything related to chips. Like okay they're good but i just really find the need for them anymore. I'm mad that there are two big ass bags of chips on my kitchen table but like i'm not going to go crazy because they are so close to me.

I would of course like to eat them and i get really mad when my sister and brother eat them right in my face knowing i cant eat chips but whatever you know. My blog is so freaking short man this is not even funny like omg. But there seriously isn't much to talk about.  

3/12/17

I just realized I didn't blog yesterday, or write I guess. Cause I write first and then type them later. But anyways yea like yesterday wasn't so bad as well. It was chill I just went to my lecture and then left happpy as hell cause spring break started. Lit!

But today.... dear lord. We went to Walmart and well it was packed cause of that storm they're talking about. Also we always get chips and ughhhh my brother got a freaking large bag of cheetos puffs and they are soooo freaking good man like my mouth gets all watery when I start thinking about them. I also saw baked jalapeno chips like a big ass bag for 1.70 something... they sell a small ass bag here for like 1.25 bruh ima go back there next week and buy that cause that's a good deal lol. But yea it was so freaking irritating seeing chips everywhere I was pissed.  

3/10/17

So Friday is here... Friday's and Saturday's are usually the days I get chips because there is nothing else to eat at school. So far today I've done pretty good because I've just been doing work. So that is good. But tomorrow is going to be a challenge because I get super hungry in the lecture. THREE hours of just sitting down and ughh idk it's not a bad class it's just really long. But I be getting hungry so you know I gotta eat.

There really isn't much to talk about to be completely honest. I can't really talk about more. Like there just isn't much more to talk about to be honest. Chips are just not on my mind as much until well... I start writing aabout it. Cmon Anne this is sick, how can you make us write about it when we are trying to not think about it smh. 

3/8/17 Less than a week left

Since there is only a week left, I actually see myself getting mentally stronger. I have close to zero cravings of chips now. I mean when I see them I be like damn why can't I have them but I get over it pretty quick. I honestly haven't had much time to even crave chips since I don't really have time to do shit I like lol. I guess giving up things you like in college is easy because you're going to have no time to do those things anyways. But yea honestly I hope I can control myself during spring break because I'm going to have a lot of time to bs so I hope I don't get seduced by any types of chips. I'm pretty sure I won't tho.

I remember the first day, I was like I'm just going to cheat cause who's going to take this seriously lol. But then I realized it was more about getting mentally stronger for yourself and for no one else. It's all about proving that you can do a task that is hard for you. So far I'm doing good. It's funny how some people cheated already lol. Like add two more to the list Anne. I think it was two more people I can't really remember. The funniest part was when one of the brothers was like "I'll start today" Like a week later lmao. I died. I'm pretty sure he didn't ever start. 

3/7/17

Since today I really wasn't in the house much and I was really busy, I didn't really crave them. This is day 2 that I'm actually doing good and not craving chips. I feel like I forget how to write in English when I'm doing these daily blogs but anyways yea chips. Earlier today I walked passed a full bag of doritos but I was just like "damn" and just imagined the taste then I kept walking. That's how you do it. Just walk right by lol. I'm not sure if I wrote this but the first few days I felt so weak, like mentally. I'm not sure if it was because of the chips but now I feel much better. I'm not saying there's a correlation but you know there might be.

I hope everyone is doing good in their own little challenges. I know chips isn't the hardest one... well to certain people obviously but like dang I forgot her name but the girl gave up music. Bruh how that's crazy. I actually think music is a positive thing you know. But maybe it isn't for her.

Chips are certainly things that I really want to stop eating because they're just all around bad for you. I want to give up all junk foods but aghhh like this country makes it hard for the poor to eat "healthy" you know. I learned this in 11th grade. It is usually harder for the poor because healthier things are wayyyy more expensive. And if you have a whole family to feed, you know you get more of the cheaper things instead of the healthier things. Like it sucks. It's a really cruel world. I'll tell you that. 

3/6/17

Huh. Who would've thought. I actually didn't crave chips today. Like I was just you know doing my thing. I wasn't craving them at all. Even at my night classes. Nothing really happened. Maybe I'm getting a step closer to officially getting over chips. Huh maybe it is a real break up. Like you know when you break up with someone and it usually takes a while for you to get over them, this is probably like that. But chips will  for ever be better than anyone I've ever likED, emphasis on the ED part cause I have a gf lol. Chips are better than anyone I've liked in the past. There you go, that's way better.

I hope I can keep this up for the rest of the week because you know if it's like this the rest of the time then it's going to be sweet. But we'll see. I know I won't cheat because it became a bit easier to not want chips. Like I would obviously think of cheating and just eating the chips but if anything the only person you're hurting is yourself because you're giving up and that's one thing that you have to add to the list of things that you tried to do but we're "strong enough." Ayyy that was pretty deep lol.